I can't remember the last time I slept the whole night through. Every night pretty much consists of tossing, turning, and fucked up dreams about movie stars and ducks. Or something like that. Troy and I watched Fight Club the other day, and the part where he says "When you have insomina, you never sleep, but you're never really awake either." I jumped up and was like "that's so blasted true!"

My brother settled on UT, so he won't be living here in Columbia but Knoxville is only 4 hours away. Better that then the other side of the continent.

I miss Alan! I haven't seen or heard from him in like a month. I think it might be because every time he calls me Troy grabs the phone and talks his ear off for two hours. If I was going to pick anyone for Troy to be 'guy friends' with, I never would have reckoned it'd be Alan. Bless him.

Can't wait till I start working. All this free time has given me a slight case of hypochondria. Every time I get an ache or cut myself it's suddenly life-threatening. Shades of my mother. Next thing you know I'll be smoking pot and putting glitter gel in my hair.

I can't wait unitl Troy starts his new new job and I can get a discount on Buffy Season 7 and Angel Seasons 2-5. I don't know why I feel this mad urge to have them all, the whole collection, even Firefly. I guess it comes with being married to Cole for four years, his obsession for collecting things rubbed off on me. Oh well, if my insomina or the mole on my arm (which I would swear is pre-cancerous) kills me, I'll just will the whole thing to Crystal. I can't honestly see Troy watching Buffy of his own accord.

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